its raining and dark.
what does a 17 hour sleep and 9 hour lucid followed by 12 hour sleep makes you.
i always feel sleepy when im stressed. ohh you do the maths
turned out it didnt change anything. trying to sleep on it just give you excuse to prolonged the uncomfy jiwa kacau state. it dint give you idea to settle it nor how to let it go however it did gives you nightmare or in my case ‘siangmare’.
stop looking everywhere for the answer moh.it will not be there! nobody can say the exact words to comfort you cause only you know the exact words. only your heart knows the right ingredient to make your world go round again.
running away might be the option. facing it makes you stronger. mistakes are our teachers.
happiness is subjective. do not define it from other people point of view. define it from you own thought. the pace for perfection is different for everybody. strive for the best things but make room for imperfection. hope for the sunshine but remember it does rain sometimes.people can hold your hands along the way but it is your foot that step on the ground.
stop waiting for the good things to come. it is already there. youre just too ungrateful to realise it.
if 9 out of 10 things make you sad why cant you smile for the 1 thing that makes you happy.
and im pretty sure there must be more than 1 thing that actually make you happy.
p/s : just a thought to ponder, “freedom of expression and respecting others go hand in hand”. hands up