are your thoughts killing you?

mine does. screw you brain!

Most of the times, I always think I’m not fit for this course I’m taking. I’m lazy, and I like to sleep, and I like to waste time instead of reading academic books. I go to class with fear that I will let myself down and I always do. Because the one thing I seldom do is to get prepared.

But then again, all of these are the obstacles I have to go through. So that I can prove that actually deserve to be here. And I quote “The brick walls are there for a reason. The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. They’re there to stop the other people” The Last Lecture

Do I want this? how bad do I want this? how bad do I want to succeed? Maybe the drive is there, or fake it till you have it. You don’t need prove cause you already have one. Aren’t we had enough? I’ve been through enough. We’ve been through every ups and downs and don’t let these small insignificant pessimist thought mess with our head. Don’t give up at the last minute of the game, when we’re one foot away from a winning touchdown.

It is not for other people, it’s for yourself. So, when you thought you’ve reached your limit, push even harder.