number 1.

Thing is, I think I’m in love with you.
We have spent a lot of time together. I see you every day morning till evening, and sometimes even night. And you are practically always on my mind. And the more time we spend together, I keep liking you.

But there is one problem. I don’t deserve you. Yet. I need to fix and prepare myself first before I accept you as my responsibility. You demands the best of the best and intentions without great effort won’t bring me to you. Sometimes I feel like I should forget you cause I’m too far away but I can’t think of having anything else besides you.

What should I do, what should I do?

I can’t turn and be a perfect human overnight, but I’m working my *** off to be the perfect candidate for you. Trust me, I really like you.

This is not about a person.